hello.
no I'm not here to tell you all that I'm returning.
what I want to say to clear things up, I left because I wanted a new start on things. I don't want to draw sonic/furry all my life and I certainly don't want to be remembered for it.

I felt like I just had to free me from everything to be able to make a new start.
I'm sorry I did not tell anyone why I honestly left you all.
also on my msn. I want to make new friends, and good ones. I'm not saying that all of you weren't my friends or good ones. but I had tons of contacts that I didn't know, some I hadn't even talked to before...
so I made a new msn only featuring the closest of the closest I knew.

it's been almost a year soon and I feel like I can move forward now.

I'm not going to return to this account and I'm not going to draw sonic art again.

and I beg you if you ever find me elsewhere again, either on a new deviantart account or youtube or any other site , this may sound cold but.. please act as if you never knowed me... please don't go like ''heeeey marie I found you'' or something along those lines.
I want a new start and I'm unable to do it if you come at me like that.. I'm sorry. but I hope you understand me....

I'll take my gallery on display again.
but as a sort of trad with you all.
I'll take my gallery up again if you all just could try to forget about me...
and thank you everyone for all the nice comments TT__TT

3rd may
I'll be
25
.....
ok ok I'll be 15 ....

yessss xD

oh and I'm still working with that picture.. it's just taking A LOT of time..
and I had to stop + delete the recordings >__> I almost filled up my pc... had like 4 gb left or something...

CITIZENS OF DEVIANTART, I AM, DRAWING! DO NOT FEAR!
or something like thaaaaaaaat~ xD
I'm drawing and recording a picture with two new characters. yes you know I'm official alive once I've started creating new characters again n__nU everything was drawn straight on PC + designed so the recoirding video is reaaaaalllyyy long xD.. it shows all my failures.. I might speed this down and upload as different parts. maybe add some comments...hmm...*gets carried away*...*cought* ANYWAY something will be here sooon.. I hope.... here's a PV for you... shooooes~ xD
I haven't held back at all on this picture, I've put absolutely all the details I felt for in it...



the visit went pretty well :3 (or so I think xD...)
my cold got a bit better, it didn't really bother , like we did everything that was planned xD (I think.. or everything he wanted to do) without problem. thought my nose was.. ehh... how do you say that in english xD.. ehhh.... anyway it was really bothersome >__>U had to run to the bathroom every 10th-5th min.



past journal :
<sub>I just noticed that it's been reeeeeaaaaally long since I made a new journal featuring daily stuff about me so xD...

look, look, this person (who didn't want to be named xD..) is going to visit me in the easter vecation, which is TOMORROW (4th april) and I've been looking forward to this soooo sooo long TT___TT and then... I GOT A FLUE !!!! I really hope to god that it'll go away ASAP!!! I'll have to meet her/him with a bag on my head if this continues TT__TT and if I'm sick I can't do a lot of the fun things we planned either. I HATE THIS TT________TT world is so cruel...

and I've gotten a really great artblock O__O if I didn't know better I'd say it feels like I'm never gonna draw again ... but I am!! hopefully xD...

oh that reminds me I should get a CSS soon..

well that was,, ehm.. it? xD idk what more to write... oh yes I've ehh, gotten a new msn which I want to keep secret... sorry -__- so that's why I may not be on so much .</sub>

I just noticed that it's been reeeeeaaaaally long since I made a new journal featuring daily stuff about me so xD...

look, look, this person (who didn't want to be named xD..) is going to visit me in the easter vecation, which is TOMORROW (4th april) and I've been looking forward to this soooo sooo long TT___TT and then... I GOT A FLUE !!!! I really hope to god that it'll go away ASAP!!! I'll have to meet her/him with a bag on my head if this continues TT__TT and if I'm sick I can't do a lot of the fun things we planned either. I HATE THIS TT________TT world is so cruel...

and I've gotten a really great artblock O__O if I didn't know better I'd say it feels like I'm never gonna draw again ... but I am!! hopefully xD...

oh that reminds me I should get a CSS soon..

well that was,, ehm.. it? xD idk what more to write... oh yes I've ehh, gotten a new msn which I want to keep secret... sorry -__- so that's why I may not be on so much .

I'm just lazy xD .... think I've got an art block

bleh well there'll soon be up some art on

yeah.. that's... all....